hi. apa khabar?

Welcome to my blog. I hope you'll find something that you can relate to. Who knows, there could be other souls out there who think a little too much and feel a little too deeply, just like me. 

Scatter-brain 2.0

I've written a post before that was accompanied with a drawing that's supposed to illustrate my very messy train of thought. Well, here's another one:

People don't understand the woes of a scatter-brain. My mind is literally thinking of a 1001 things at once. I worry at an unhealthy level. I get anxious BECAUSE of all the things that's in my mind and I've a short attention span. 

I've once (a few times, actually) had to force myself to stop daydreaming during an exam. Which probably explains why I'm no A* student. I wouldn't be surprised if one day I start daydreaming while dangling on the edge of a cliff. 

Why can't my brain slow dowwwnnn a little? Geez. And if it's so amazing at thinking why can't it ever create wonderful ideas like I don't know... the solutions to global warming??? Instead, I'm left with insomnia and a bundle of nerves.

But such is life and as much as I may complain about my overthinking, I'm not entirely unhappy with my personality. Some people are geniuses while some people are charismatic. If God intended me to be a scatter-brain, meh, so be it. :)

Changed woman (kinda)